I Know Where the Nesting Thing Comes From.......

It is a pathetic attempt to distract ourselves from the endless waiting and the unendurable fits of nerves that come along with waiting for our children or news of possible children. Whewee! How's that for a never ending sentence?

My nerves are so ragged right now. I have cleaned my bedroom, washed down and dried all the windows in my living room-that was a feat with 7' tall windows, vacuumed TOO many floors, wiped down walls, cleaned sinks, and the list goes on. All to take my mind off the fact that we MAY be hearing something today about the exciting new development from Friday.

Honestly ya'll, it bothers me that my nerves are so on edge about this. I keep asking myself if it's because deep down I don't think I'm ready or if it's because this is not God's Will for us. Yet at the same time I keep imagining what it will be like when they're here. Looking at little girl clothes online and stalking Craigslist and Freecycle for bunk beds. I just keep praying all day that God will open everyone's eyes to the right placement for these girls. That doors that should not be open will be shut and that the right ones will be opened.

If I don't hear something soon, I may just lose it. Either that or my house will be sparkling!